Wellness Diaries 7

Episode 7

It’s June and I Just Remembered My January Goals.

( I think I was hallucinating when I wrote them.)


So it’s June.

And for reasons I can’t explain, I thought to check in on my New Year’s resolutions.

First of all… why?

I opened the notes app and held my breathe for a full second.

Apparently, in January, I thought I’d be: – Waking up at 5am (on purpose)

– Reading two books a month

– Cooking more

– Saving money

– Drinking 3 litres of water a day

– And going on a morning run.

A run. In the morning.


By the third bullet point, I had to sit down.

Because the only thing I’ve consistently done this year is walk into a room and forget what I needed to do.

Who wrote this list really? 

I even found a vision board I made, cutouts, glitter, and affirmations everywhere, like I thought magazine clippings could get me a whole new life.

Me, now? I'm just trying to not eat cereal for dinner again.

I got so in my feelings, I made a new six-month plan.

Then I  rewarded myself for “trying” with a nap and three episodes of a show I’ve already watched.

Growth? Debatable.

Vibes? Untouched.





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